What Faith Can Do

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!  Jeff and I have gone through several struggles relating to trying to have a baby.  This song talks about feeling the aches and thinking that it's more than you can take but that you have to look for the Silver Lining and about how there are struggles in life but those things do not hold a candle to what faith can do.  I know that God has a plan for everything and that eventually when it's the right timing that Jeff and I will be blessed with a child of our own.  But it's hard to deal with; it's hard to just let go and let God.  I try and everytime something happens or doesn't happen I get frustrated with God.  I don't think that I am wrong in any way getting frustrated with God because I'm admitting that he is in control, I'm just frustrated that he's not moving at my pace :)

Jeff and I have officially started the fertility process.  We have been told by several friends that we are going against what the Bible says by doing this, and that we just don't have enough faith because if we did then it would "just happen" for us.  These comments makes me SO ANGRY!!!!  I don't think that anything we are doing is going against the Bible.  I truly believe that sometimes God places people in your life to help you along the way.  I believe that God gave people the ability to figure out these procedures so that they can help! 

So please keep Jeff and I in your prayers as we begin all of this.  We are stressed (please don't tell me to relax....it doesn't help....it just makes me mad!), we have a lot going on and this has been a super emotional rollercoaster for me and I'm sure for Jeff too but I think he's trying to hide his emotions right now because I'm so emotional!!